In school at Dartmouth College I learned that Muslim women cannot marry Christian men. Then, years later, I found out that it is true. No Muslim woman has ever married a Christian man, most likely.
Zain used to clean my apartment in Egypt. Rachid taught me Arabic. Moses Mohammad showed me how to date, passively. I am writing this on Noah Arjomand’s computer. He is a Shi’a Muslim who most likely wants to marry my friend as a Muslim woman, so he can’t ask her of course, especially when she is being an Episcopal woman singing Baroque music from Italy. Furthermore, she is not wealthy, so cannot afford an apartment with furnishings for him, as she learned in Morocco with me, was the requirement for a Muslim male interested in marrying a Muslim woman. Moses Mohammad’s mother Ragia, will likely also be his father too. Right now she lives on Lake Geneva. Smoke on the water…I’m listening to Bryn Terfel right now. Bryn Terfel Jones is from Wales. I bet you—not really, of course—that Prince Charles likes Bryn Terfel.
Moses Mohammad is so like his biological father some say that he never wants to see him again. His ‘biological didn’t bother’ when he ran off with a mystical Muslim woman. Of course, that will be the status quo until he has a new father, the about-to-be-renamed, remarried Ragia, who will only be his father while she is deeply in love with his Christian stepmother, a male to the sight, yet a caring maternal female emotionally as well as practically. Moses Mohammad will finally have a new family—a totally Muslim one, as well as one of mixed religions, yet of course, not Jewish. Perhaps that is why he calls himself Moses.
My baby with my unnamed Muslim ex-fiancee is in what they call a Moses basket as I write this. Both her biological parents were Muslim, yet also Roman Catholic. We both said the Shahada, or Profession of Faith. Yet, only her biological mother took a Sharia class while in College, as well as picked up research books in Arabic in Egypt for her Sharia professor who grew up in Turkey. Ragia is Egyptian, some say royal. Look for my engagement story in my book, Love of a Woman.
My baby likely does want me to nurse for a full two years as most Muslims observe Sharia that recommends extended nursing for the faithful. This type of nursing is ‘required’ yet I doubt that everyone can manage it. Perhaps that would be a legal issue that Amal Clooney could tackle.
The legal issue in Islamic jurisprudence does not necessarily involve the new Saint Laurent dress. A mufti has likely not purchased the revealing dress for his wife. The fashion house is heavily advertising the dress, which reminds me of nursing, of Medela nursing accessories, namely the nipple shield that protects delicate skin. They advertise it on Latin women too, who sometimes could be Christian males marrying Christian women with penises who are scared of vulgarity.
I saw the daughter of a very devout Moroccan father, perhaps a Mufti, nursing for the first time in Fes. She was screaming, crying in pain, as I did in the Bronx, when I nursed for the first time. She did not have access to Medela Swiss-made products. She had a brother, Si-Muhammad, who could not participate in much as he had a skin /developmental issue that many people feel is the result of his own biological father marrying his cousin, Si-Muhammad’s biological mother. Si-Muhammad borrowed my headphones to listen to the Madonna album, Erotica, then returned them surreptitiously with skin on them, which is how I knew that it was in fact Si-Muhammad that listed to that album in DJ headphones by Sony in Fes.
To wear the dress in question, a woman must bare most of her breast, hiding the nipple behind a jeweled ornament that resembles a Medela nipple shield. Yves Saint Laurent was , of course, what they call a Pied Noir, or a North African-born French Roman Catholic like Alain Badiou, whose work I cite in an online essay. He also had a “normal” Roman Catholic funeral attended by Pierre Berge, who has, according to Berge had two great loves in his life—both likely sinless in the sense of mortal sin. One is his current legal husband Patrick Cox, whose shoes I have also worn.
Nursing is such an important theme in art, in culture, that theologians used images of Mary, the mother of Christ, nursing, to reinforce the concept of God’s love for mankind. God allowed Mary the pleasure of nursing, of caring for, of feeding Christ. In the Quran, Mary is not described as a virgin, yet Maryyam, my name.
Moses Mohammad’s mother Ragia will likely not have another biological son. Yet, should she miraculously conceive again, after being his Muslim father, she would carry the child as Ragia, his own mother/father who nursed him as a female, yet now was supporting him as a male, without a Muslim husband yet with a Christian wife . So much the more like Maryyam Umm-Isa, or the Virgin Mary, as Christians call her. In that case, she would just be Ragia Umm-Moses Mohammad. They do this naming technique in Russia as well as Iceland, which are European countries.
Conception cannot make someone female or male just as it happens inside of them or, according to Islamic jurists, a petrie dish could be a woman. A sperm containing pipette could be a male. Pregnancy cannot make someone female either, as then that woman—the petrie dish—would be a pregnant human being.
Anthony Vacarello designed that Saint Laurent dress. Perhaps he wants to get married as an Italian Roman Catholic. Perhaps Riccardo Tisci does, as he is from Puglia, like my biological daughter is, who has Jure Sanguinis in Italy. Or, perhaps someone wants me to marry as Maryyam in that dress, given to me for free in white, then nurse. Perhaps they want me to become a consecrated virgin—as I am already a ‘paper virgin’—then marry God in the oldest rite, they say, in the Roman Catholic Church. One thing is for sure, since I cannot afford the dress now, Anthony Vacarello needs to read this first or someone connected does, since I cannot afford that Saint Laurent dress, nor perhaps get it in white, the color currently worn by consecrated virgins taking the sacrament in the presence of the Bishop. It may have to be a couture piece, or more properly demi-couture, as they have likely not shown it that way on the runway.
Americans often cannot wear couture well. Demi-couture seems to work better in this country. That’s what they say on the Upper East Side. I am an Institute of Fine Arts alumn after all, who has attended mass with Carolina Herrera at Andy Wharhol’s old church, St. Vincent Ferrer in that neighborhood, where she lives with her husband Reinaldo, perhaps soon a wife.
Got to get in shape for that dress. Maybe I should do the Ballet Beautiful workout, since I have met Mary Helen Bowers at a party with Jane Mayle, whose clothes I bought in bulk when I had money. She’s from England, which left the European Union. Maybe then David John Hoffman will return my belongings, since he has, I suspect, my baby bracelet in jade, which my baby could wear to the ceremony. David John Hoffman is a lawyer who worked in Swiss offices for Marc Bonnant, a chevalier of the Legion D’Honneur, also a recipient of the Prix de Rayonnment. He, Dave, of course, met Natalie Portman, who he feels is polite—she endorsed Ballet Beautiful after all, it seems. At least, she lent her name as well as picture to Mary Helen’s writing. David John Hoffman has also, of course, listened to a special song entitled: “Heil Heil Heil”, likely in his Irish office in New York. He is best friends with Mary Helen Bower’s Italian-American husband in the Roman Catholic Church. That man is Italian-American, yet my baby is Italian-American as well as Italian, since she is a European with Jure Sanguinis. She is European, just awaiting the paperwork, like Pierre Berge.
My baby wears Miss Dior Parfum. We sometimes use it to cover a slight urine smell that we cannot perceive when she wets herself. They did that at Versailles, where Sofia Coppola, who I have seen, filmed Marie Antoinette. Sofia Coppola is Italian-American, also European, living in Europe at times. Marie Antoinette was from Austria, where Kardinal Shoenborn runs a pastoral group for gay males. My baby’s father only wants her to wear Parfum not Eau de Toilette, evocatively named. Coco Chanel said that every woman can wear Chanel No. 5. I want to wear perfume by JAR, a Jewish male jeweler. Can’t afford it at the moment. Heard they sell it at Bergdorf’s, where they also sell Saint Laurent. My biological mother didn’t work at Bergdorf’s yet at Bloomies as well as Bendels. She hasn’t sent her biological granddaughter a present yet.
Thanks to Carnegie Hall, as well as The Lullaby Project for my baby’s song named after her Ainu nickname—Opere’s Lullaby—which I also listen too while writing, nursing, living. It has the soprano Shelley Monroe-Huang on Bassoon in it. It also was inspired by the cello as played by Marika. That was a nice present for me as well as my daughter Addila Maryyam. So was the cab home arranged by Kate Pfaff.
I know that it is okay for a woman to be a man, as a Cambridge educated Cambridge professor writes as “she” rather than “he”. It’s not just a trend. I know that artificial wombs are scary as Oxford Educated Cambridge Professor Steven Hawking says that artificial intelligence is dangerous as well as could kill us. My siblings were killed in artificial wombs, perhaps. My biological mother gave them up. I don’t know what happened after the IVF.
That Cambridge professor has a legal marriage to a lapsed Bavarian Roman Catholic who is a tenured professor in Belgium, where Anthony Vacarello worked. I call her a tenured professor of research as she does not like strong argument, believing in solid research—that seems to be what made her career, since she researches the ‘victimizationn’ of African Muslim women like me as well as Addila Maryyam, as well as lectures on the rhetoric of ‘little educated Swahili-speaking Muslims’. I have never slept with her husband, though he knows that I am poor. I asked for help getting my baby back to Italy, to her home. That professor is likely on vacation there, in Italy, ignoring us right now.
He is a professor of philosophy. I like the philosophy of Slovoj Zizek, who is a tenured professor of German at NYU, where I am an alum, as I stated. That is also where David John Hoffman learned German. Zizek is Slovakian like Melania Trump. Zizek likely doesn’t mind mispronouncing Slovakian names so much, or any names, just like that Cambridge professor. I suppose he does not mind missed accents either, since they are a kind of misspelling, etc.. I call Zizek ‘The Zen Master’. He is scared of Zen, says it was used by murderers in South America to justify their killing. He prefers a type of ideal Christianity. Of course, there can be no real tenured professor of research, as there is no set perfect or even ideal research method given the differences in the subjects of research. I was told that etiquette books are violent. I believe there are Austrian Roman Catholics doing Zen etiquette. I am Asian. I know that there is a kind of Zen TCM, or traditional Chinese medicine, being done by acupuncturists as Chinese people, beyond any taught method. People may doubt this. People may doubt the reality of truly good form. There is logic though. There is LOGOS. That is a name of God. That Bavarian professor’s husband believes in good form as an atheist. Zizek is also an atheist yet a Marxist. That Bavarian professor’s husband was also an opera critic. He does not listen to Bryn Terfel. The Rake’s Progress was the first Opera that I saw—-I saw it in England, where someone must have slept her way to the top…
I never slept with that woman’s husband by the way….
I am proud to be an American now that we have our first female president, Roman Catholic Donald Trump.
I know too many foreigners who don’t pay their taxes here. We need to deport them, especially when they are blond Europeans who remind me of someone… David John Hoffman owed over 100,000 USD to the government that my father worked for under President Reagan. Both he, I, as well as my daughter are Cherokee. We are natives here. Get the fuck out! Give me back my Jade bracelet. I am Japanese. Unless you are Indio, you don’t belong here in America. It’s our country. I know that since my biological father worked for the State Department under Reagan as well as Bush.
Kwenye shuleni katika Chuo cha Dartmouth nilijifunza kwamba wanawake wa Kiislam hawawezi kuoa wanaume wa Kikristo. Kisha, miaka mingi baadaye, nikaona kwamba ni kweli. Hakuna mwanamke wa Kiislamu aliyewahi kuolewa na Mkristo, uwezekano mkubwa.
Zain alitumia kusafisha nyumba yangu Misri. Rachid alinifundisha Kiarabu. Musa Mohammad alinionyeshea jinsi ya kufanya tarehe, passively. Ninaandika hii kwenye kompyuta ya Noah Arjomand. Yeye ni Muislamu wa Shia ambaye huenda anataka kuolewa na rafiki yangu kama mwanamke wa Kiislamu, hivyo hawezi kumuuliza bila shaka, hasa wakati yeye ni mwanamke wa Episcopal kuimba muziki wa Baroque kutoka Italia. Zaidi ya hayo, yeye si tajiri, hivyo hawezi kumudu ghorofa na vifaa kwa ajili yake, kama alivyojifunza huko Moroko, ilikuwa ni sharti la kiume wa Kiislamu aliyependa kuolewa na mwanamke Muslim. Mama wa Musa Mohammad Ragia, huenda pia kuwa baba yake pia. Hivi sasa anaishi katika Ziwa Geneva. Moshi juu ya maji … Nina kusikiliza Bryn Terfel hivi sasa. Bryn Terfel Jones ni kutoka Wales. Ninakuja-si kweli, bila shaka-kwamba Prince Charles anapenda Bryn Terfel.
Musa Mohammad ni kama baba yake wa kibaiolojia wengine wanasema kwamba hakutaka kumwona tena. ‘Biolojia yake haikufadhaika’ wakati alipokimbia na mwanamke wa Kiislam mwenye ujinga. Bila shaka, hiyo itakuwa hali ya hali mpaka atakapokuwa na baba mpya, anayeitwa-jina, alioa tena Ragia, ambaye atakuwa baba yake peke yake akipenda sana na mama yake wa kike Mkristo, mwanaume kwa kuona , Bado kihisia kike kihisia na pia kivitendo. Musa Mohammad hatimaye kuwa na familia mpya — moja kabisa ya Kiislamu, pamoja na moja ya dini zenye mchanganyiko, hata hivyo, sio Wayahudi. Labda ndiyo sababu anajiita Musa.
Mtoto wangu na mwanamke wangu wa zamani wa Kiislamu bila jina lake ni katika kile wanachokiita kikapu cha Musa kama ninaandika hii. Wazazi wake wote wa kibaiolojia walikuwa Waislamu, lakini pia Wakatoliki. Sisi wawili tulisema Shahada, au Taaluma ya Imani. Hata hivyo, mama yake wa kibaibu tu alichukua darasa la Sharia akiwa chuo kikuu, na pia akachukua vitabu vya utafiti katika Kiarabu katika Misri kwa profesa wake Sharia ambaye alikulia nchini Uturuki. Ragia ni Mgyri, wengine wanasema kifalme. Angalia hadithi yangu ya kujishughulisha katika kitabu changu, Upendo wa Mwanamke.
Mtoto wangu inawezekana anataka mimi kuwalea kwa kipindi cha miaka miwili kamili kama Waislamu wengi wanavyoona Sharia ambayo inapendekeza uuguzi kupanuliwa kwa waaminifu. Aina hii ya uuguzi ni ‘inahitajika’ lakini nina shaka kuwa kila mtu anaweza kuitunza. Labda hiyo itakuwa suala la kisheria ambalo Amal Clooney angeweza kukabiliana na hilo.
Suala la kisheria katika sheria za Kiislam hazihusisha mavazi mpya ya Saint Laurent. Kwa mfano, mufti hajunulia mavazi ya kufunua kwa mkewe. Nyumba ya mtindo ni matangazo makubwa ya mavazi, ambayo inanikumbusha uuguzi, wa vifaa vya uuguzi wa Medela, yaani ngao ya nguruwe ambayo inalinda ngozi ya maridadi. Wanatangaza juu ya wanawake wa Kilatini pia, ambao wakati mwingine wanaweza kuwa wanaume wa Kikristo wanaoaa wanawake wa Kikristo wenye penises ambao wanaogopa uchafu.
Nilimwona binti wa baba mwaminifu wa Morocco, labda Mufti, uuguzi kwa mara ya kwanza katika Fes. Alikuwa akipiga kelele, akalia kwa maumivu, kama nilivyofanya katika Bronx, wakati nilitunza kwa mara ya kwanza. Hakuwa na upatikanaji wa bidhaa za Medela za Uswisi. Alikuwa na ndugu, Si-Muhammad, ambaye hakuweza kushiriki katika kiasi ambacho alikuwa na suala la ngozi / maendeleo ambalo watu wengi wanahisi ni matokeo ya baba yake wa kibiolojia kuolewa na binamu yake, mama wa Bi-Si-Muhammad. Si-Muhammad alipoteza vichwa vya sauti yangu kusikiliza albamu ya Madonna, Erotica, kisha akawarejesha kwao kwa ngozi kwao, nio jinsi nilivyojua kuwa ni kweli Si-Muhammad ambaye aliorodhesha albamu hiyo katika sauti za DJ na Sony katika Fes.
Kuvaa mavazi katika swali, mwanamke lazima avuke zaidi ya kifua chake, akificha chupi nyuma ya kipambo chochote ambacho kinafanana na ngao ya Medela. Yves Saint Laurent alikuwa, bila shaka, kile wanachoita Noa ya Mguu, au Kanisa Katoliki la Kifaransa la Ufaransa la Afrika Kaskazini kama Alain Badiou, ambaye ninafanya kazi yake katika somo la mtandaoni. Alikuwa pia na “kawaida” mazishi ya Katoliki iliyohudhuriwa na Pierre Berge, ambaye, kwa mujibu wa Berge alikuwa na upendo mkubwa mawili katika maisha yake – wote uwezekano wa dhambi kwa maana ya dhambi ya kufa. Mmoja ni mume wake wa sasa wa kisheria Patrick Cox, ambaye mimi pia amevaa viatu.
Uuguzi ni mandhari muhimu sana katika sanaa, katika utamaduni, kwamba wanasomoji walitumia picha za Maria, mama wa Kristo, uuguzi, ili kuimarisha dhana ya upendo wa Mungu kwa wanadamu. Mungu aliruhusu Maria radhi ya uuguzi, ya kujali, ya kulisha Kristo. Katika Qur’ani, Maria hajaelezewa kuwa ni bikira, lakini Maryyam, jina langu.
Mama wa Musa Mohammad Ragia hatakuwa na mtoto mwingine wa kibiolojia. Hata hivyo, akipaswa kuwa na mimba ya kiujiza tena, baada ya kuwa baba yake Waislam, angeweza kumchukua mtoto kama Ragia, mama yake / baba yake ambaye alimchunga kama mwanamke, lakini sasa alikuwa amemsaidia kama kiume, bila mume wa Kiislam bado Mke Mkristo. Kwa hiyo zaidi kama Maryyam Umm-Isa, au Bikira Maria, kama Wakristo wanamwita. Katika kesi hiyo, Yeye angekuwa tu Ragia Umm-Moses Mohammad. Wanafanya mbinu hii ya kutaja nchini Urusi pamoja na Iceland, ambayo ni nchi za Ulaya. Mimba haiwezi kumfanya mwanamke kiume au kiume tu kama inavyofanyika ndani yao au, kwa mujibu wa wanasheria wa Kiislamu, sahani ya petrie inaweza kuwa mwanamke. Mbegu iliyo na pipette inaweza kuwa kiume. Mimba haiwezi kumfanya mwanamke awe mwanamke, kama basi mwanamke huyo — sahani ya petrie — ingekuwa mwanadamu mjamzito. Anthony Vacarello alifanya mavazi ya Saint Laurent. Labda anataka kuolewa kama Katoliki wa Kiitaliano. Labda Riccardo Tisci anafanya, kama yeye ni kutoka Puglia, kama binti yangu ya kibiolojia, ambaye ana Jure Sanguinis nchini Italia. Au, labda mtu anataka ningeolewa kama Maryyam katika mavazi hayo, niliyopewa kwa bure katika nyeupe, kisha ni muuguzi. Labda wanataka mimi kuwa bikira wakfu — kama mimi tayari ni ‘bikira karatasi’ – kisha kuoa Mungu katika ibada ya kale, wanasema, katika Kanisa Katoliki la Roma. Kitu kimoja ni hakika, kwa kuwa siwezi kumudu mavazi sasa, Anthony Vacarello anahitaji kusoma hii ya kwanza au mtu anayeunganishwa, kwa kuwa siwezi kumudu mavazi ya Saint Laurent, wala siipatie rangi nyeupe, rangi ambayo huvaliwa kwa marafiki waliowekwa wakfu kuchukua Sakramenti mbele ya Askofu. Huenda ikawa kipande cha seti, au kijiko cha demi vizuri zaidi, kama ambavyo huenda hazionyeshe njia hiyo kwenye barabara.Amerika mara nyingi hawawezi kuvaa vizuri. Demi-couture inaonekana kufanya kazi vizuri katika nchi hii. Hiyo ndivyo wanasema juu ya Upper East Side. Mimi ni Taasisi ya Sanaa alumn baada ya yote, ambaye amehudhuria misaada na Carolina Herrera katika kanisa la zamani la Andy Wharhol, St. Vincent Ferrer katika jirani hiyo, ambako anaishi na mume wake Reinaldo, labda hivi karibuni mke.Kuweza kupata sura Kwa mavazi hayo. Labda nipaswa kufanya kazi nzuri ya Ballet, kwa kuwa nimekutana na Mary Helen Bowers kwenye chama na Jane Mayle, ambaye nguo zake nilinunua kwa wingi wakati nilikuwa na pesa. Anatoka Uingereza, ambayo iliondoka Umoja wa Ulaya. Labda Daudi John Hoffman atarudi mali yangu, kwani ana, mimi mtuhumiwa, bangili ya mtoto wangu katika jade, ambayo mtoto wangu angevaa kwa sherehe hiyo. David John Hoffman ni mwanasheria ambaye alifanya kazi katika ofisi za Uswisi kwa Marc Bonnant, mkufunzi wa Legion D’Honneur, pia mpokeaji wa Prix de Rayonnment. Yeye, Dave, bila shaka, alikutana na Natalie Portman, ambaye anahisi ni heshima — alikubali Ballet Nzuri baada ya yote, inaonekana. Angalau, alimpa jina lake pamoja na picha kwa kuandika kwa Mary Helen. David John Hoffman pia amejisikia wimbo maalum unaoitwa: “Heil Heil Heil”, uwezekano katika ofisi yake ya Ireland huko New York. Yeye ni rafiki mzuri na mume wa Italia na Marekani wa Mary Helen Bower katika Kanisa Katoliki la Roma. Mtu huyo ni Kiitaliano na Amerika, lakini mtoto wangu ni Kiitaliano-Amerika pamoja na Italia, kwa kuwa yeye ni Ulaya na Jure Sanguinis. Yeye ni Ulaya, akisubiri karatasi, kama Pierre Berge.My mtoto huvaa Miss Dior Parfum. Wakati mwingine tunatumia kufunika harufu kidogo ya mkojo ambayo hatuwezi kujua wakati yeye anajijita. Walifanya hivyo huko Versailles, ambapo Sofia Coppola, ambaye nimemwona, aliwachagua Marie Antoinette. Sofia Coppola ni Kiitaliano-Amerika, pia Ulaya, wanaishi Ulaya wakati mwingine. Marie Antoinette alikuwa kutoka Austria, ambapo Kardinal Shoenborn anaendesha kundi la wachungaji kwa wanaume wa mashoga. Baba ya mtoto wangu anataka tu kuvaa Parfum si Eau de Toilette, evocatively aitwaye. Coco Chanel alisema kwamba kila mwanamke anaweza kuvaa Chanel No. 5. Nataka kuvaa manukato na JAR, jiwe la kiume la Kiyahudi. Haiwezi kumudu kwa wakati huu. Wasikiliza kuuuza huko Bergdorf, ambapo pia wanatumia Saint Laurent. Mama yangu ya kibiolojia hakuwa na kazi katika Bergdorf bado katika Bloomies pamoja na Bendels. Hakumtuma mjukuu wake wa kibaiolojia kuwasilisha sasa kwa Carnegie Hall, pamoja na Mradi wa Lullaby kwa wimbo wa mtoto wangu aitwaye baada ya jina lake la jina la Ainu-Lullaby ya Opere — ambayo mimi pia husikiliza wakati wa kuandika, uuguzi, kuishi. Ina soprano Shelley Monroe-Huang juu ya Bassoon ndani yake. Pia aliongozwa na cello kama alicheza na Marika. Hiyo ilikuwa nzuri kwa ajili yangu na binti yangu Addila Maryyam. Kwa hiyo ilikuwa nyumba ya cab iliyowekwa na Kate Pfaff. Ninajua kuwa ni sawa kwa mwanamke kuwa mwanaume, kama vile Cambridge aliyeelimishwa profesa wa Cambridge anaandika kama “yeye” badala ya “yeye”. Siyo tu mwenendo. Najua kwamba matumbo ya bandia yanatisha kama Profesa Stex Hawking aliyefundisha Cambridge Steven Hawking anasema kuwa akili ya bandia ni hatari na inaweza kutuua. Ndugu zangu waliuawa katika vifungo bandia, labda. Mama yangu wa kibiolojia aliwapa. Sijui kilichotokea baada ya IVF.Kwa profesa huyo wa Cambridge ana ndoa ya kisheria kwa mwanafunzi wa Kirumi Katoliki aliyepotea ambaye ni profesa mwenye ujuzi huko Ubelgiji, ambapo Anthony Vacarello alifanya kazi. Ninamwita profesa mwenye ujuzi wa utafiti kwa sababu haipendi hoja kali, akiamini katika utafiti thabiti — ambayo inaonekana kuwa yale yaliyofanya kazi yake, kwani anachunguza ‘victimizationn’ ya wanawake wa Kiislam kama mimi na Addila Maryyam , Pamoja na mihadhara juu ya mafundisho ya ‘Waislamu wachache wa lugha ya Kiswahili’. Sijawahi kulala na mumewe, ingawa anajua kwamba mimi ni maskini. Niliomba msaada kupata mtoto wangu kurudi Italia, nyumbani kwake. Profesa huyo ni uwezekano wa likizo huko, nchini Italia, akipuuza hivi sasa. Yeye ni profesa wa falsafa. Ninapenda falsafa ya Slovoj Zizek, ambaye ni profesa mwenye ujasiri wa Ujerumani huko NYU, ambapo mimi ni alum, kama nilivyosema. Hiyo ndio ambapo David John Hoffman alijifunza Ujerumani. Zizek ni Slovaki kama Melania Trump. Zizek inawezekana haijali kuwasababisha majina ya Slovakian kinyume sana, au majina yoyote, kama profesa wa Cambridge. Nadhani yeye hajui hisia zilizopoteza ama, kwa kuwa ni aina ya misspelling, nk .. Mimi wito Zizek ‘Zen Mwalimu’. Yeye anaogopa Zen, anasema ilikuwa imetumiwa na wauaji huko Amerika ya Kusini kuhalalisha mauaji yao. Anapendelea aina ya Ukristo bora. Bila shaka, hawezi kuwa na profesa wa utafiti wa kweli, kwa kuwa hakuna njia kamilifu ya utafiti au hata njia bora inayopewa tofauti katika masomo ya utafiti. Niliambiwa kuwa vitabu vya etiquette ni vurugu. Naamini kuna Wakatoliki wa Kirumi kufanya Zen etiquette. Mimi ni Asia. Najua kwamba kuna aina ya TCM ya Zen, au dawa ya jadi ya Kichina, inayofanywa na acupuncturists kama watu wa Kichina, zaidi ya njia yoyote iliyofundishwa. Watu wanaweza shaka hii. Watu wanaweza shaka ukweli wa fomu nzuri sana. Kuna mantiki hata hivyo. Kuna LOGOS. Hiyo ni jina la Mungu. Mume huyo wa profesa wa Bavaria anaamini kuwa ni mtu asiyeamini kwamba kuna Mungu. Zizek pia ni mtu asiyeamini kwamba Mungu bado ni Marxist. Mume huyo wa profesa wa Bavaria pia alikuwa mshtakiwa wa opera. Yeye haisikilizi Bryn Terfel. Programu ya Rake ilikuwa Opera ya kwanza niliyoiona —- Niliiona huko Uingereza, ambapo mtu lazima awe amelala njia yake juu … Sijawahi kulala na mume wa mwanamke huyo kwa njia … Ninafurahi kuwa Merika Sasa kwamba tuna rais wetu wa kwanza wa kike, Katoliki Donald Trump. Ninajua wageni wengi ambao hawalipa kodi zao hapa. Tunahitaji kuwafukuza, hasa wakati wao ni wazungu wa Ulaya ambao wananikumbusha mtu … Daudi John Hoffman alipaswa kulipa dola 100,000 kwa serikali kwamba baba yangu alifanya kazi chini ya Rais Reagan. Wote yeye, mimi, pamoja na binti yangu ni Cherokee. Sisi ni wenyeji hapa. Kupata fuck nje! Nipe tena bracelet yangu ya Jade. Mimi ni Kijapani. Isipokuwa wewe ni Indio, sio hapa Amerika. Ni nchi yetu. Najua kuwa tangu baba yangu wa kibaolojia alifanya kazi kwa Idara ya Serikali chini ya Reagan na Bush
–FORGIVE MY TYPOS PLEASE. WROTE THIS ON AN PC WHILE CARRYING A BABY…